This entry isn't a complaint...

I miss someone spoiling me and treating me like a princess....

I miss the passionate kisses....

Another 13 days to go... wonder whether i would get a surprise...meh.. maybe i shouldn't expect too much...

I miss someone being a hopeless romantic and surprising me with my favourite flowers...

I miss someone paying attention to wut i want and surprising me with it....(Hmm actually i think my current bf did surprise me with the perfume hehe)

I'll never forget that surprise i got last yr for my 1st month Anniversary....which all the girls at work envied me for..

They are just part of the list...things that i miss....

My bestie is getting married... one close friend is engaged.... one by one...all settling down..

where am i???Back at sq one.. just started a new relationship and dun even noe whether it's gonna end up good..

Sometimes i wonder wat would it be like if things didn't turn out to be bad... maybe i would have married my ex by now and already on the way to having a kid...

Now... i dun even noe what my future is like cos what i want and wat my current bf wants are so different...

• He doesn't love kids.. i love them like anything..
• He doesn't want a kid yet and dunno abt in future... but i dun mind having them now...
• he doesn't believe in marriage.. i eventually wanna get married(hey, which girl doesn't!)

sometimes i am so tempted to give up on it cos i dun wanna be hurt at the end of the day...but yet i like the way things r at the moment...

Mehh... i just feel down