Maybe it's meant to be

Funny story how i ended up with the guy i had a crush on 8 years ago. Maybe it is fate...

Initially i had complaints abt my bf...but after 5 months.. things have changed.... he's as sweet as he can get

• He bought me flowers on my 1st month anniversary and got it delivered....
• Took me to a restaurant i like during valentines when he doesn't really like going out to eat
• Buying me the sunnies i really want and surprising me with it!
• Bought a Mario Toad for me online when i really really wanted one and couldn't get it from those toy catching machine...which was another surprise
• Make pancakes for me in the morning
• treat me like a little princess
• Trying to help me out when i cook
• Taking care of me when i am sick.
• Putting up with my moodiness....

Thank you baby for loving me

Thank you for taking care of me.....

Thank you for being my Wall-E.

Part of the list

This entry isn't a complaint...

I miss someone spoiling me and treating me like a princess....

I miss the passionate kisses....

Another 13 days to go... wonder whether i would get a surprise...meh.. maybe i shouldn't expect too much...

I miss someone being a hopeless romantic and surprising me with my favourite flowers...

I miss someone paying attention to wut i want and surprising me with it....(Hmm actually i think my current bf did surprise me with the perfume hehe)

I'll never forget that surprise i got last yr for my 1st month Anniversary....which all the girls at work envied me for..

They are just part of the list...things that i miss....

My bestie is getting married... one close friend is engaged.... one by one...all settling down..

where am i???Back at sq one.. just started a new relationship and dun even noe whether it's gonna end up good..

Sometimes i wonder wat would it be like if things didn't turn out to be bad... maybe i would have married my ex by now and already on the way to having a kid...

Now... i dun even noe what my future is like cos what i want and wat my current bf wants are so different...

• He doesn't love kids.. i love them like anything..
• He doesn't want a kid yet and dunno abt in future... but i dun mind having them now...
• he doesn't believe in marriage.. i eventually wanna get married(hey, which girl doesn't!)

sometimes i am so tempted to give up on it cos i dun wanna be hurt at the end of the day...but yet i like the way things r at the moment...

Mehh... i just feel down

A brand new year, brand new start

Hmmm so wat's going on between me and X??yeah... we are dating... FINALLY hehehe...

After a turbulent 8 months, things have finally settled in a little. No more fights.. no more arguments.. no more crying... no more getting yelled at...no more getting hung up on the phone....

Merry Christmas to all... i'm gonna be sooo bored at home doing nothing.

Thank you baby for making the effort to search for the perfume and eventually find it and going all the way to get it... eventhough supposedly no other places have it no more.I'm so happy!!!Thank you Fil for your chloe perfume...

Brand new year, brand new start.2008 was a shitty year... hope the new year would be better... will blog again when in the mood.

Maybe it's a start??

After being in hell for the past 8 months, i've managed to walk away and not look back.

I am not use to it... i'm still upset and crying about the fact that i do miss him....But i have to do it.

No... i didn't just decide to get myself a new partner or anything... just enjoying my time at the moment....

The story of MR X

Where da hell did MR X come from??Well i dunno how it happened as well...

All i know is i enjoy his company...

when you are gone

I don't wanna look back....

I don't want to be reminded of the pain...

I don't want to be giving myself false hopes..

I don't want to get hurt again....

i'm gonna start afresh.... i'm gonna walk away